HELP! depression and distorted metaphors of vivacity?

i am in psychotherapy for social anxiety. i also have ocd and depression. i hold barely any friends, but lately i approved to talk to an mature classmate who i used to talk to and i own hung out with his friends. and i own to say, it really changed my perspective of what relationships are similar to. my problem is that i dont always discern that good. i enjoy this distorted image of time and relationships, like its other depressing and not fun at all. i own these moods. i know this sounds weird, its strong to describe. anyway, i create these scenarios just about what will happen and how i am going to grain around certain family that i dont even know yet. when i am contented, my perception of thintgs change. but i still hold the depression and its hard to take out of these episodes. i know the answer may seem plain as the nose on your face, but do you think my ocd have to do with creating these situations that dont even exist? have depression done this to anyone on here? please answer.HELP! depression and distorted metaphors of vivacity?
Depression distorts your view of abundant things. Sometimes it's hard to see the flawless or happy contained by anything. Seems you're always looking for that what if. I'm thinking your social anxiety along beside the OCD are adding to the method you feel in the order of situations as well. Best of luck to you.
I predict what will arise. It is a bummer when like none come true. Or, it might be really apposite something bad didn't arise. I know they will like not come true. It have always be fun for me ever since I was a bit girl just to envision what might happen. I can't expect of like one time when it actuakky happen though.
You are not alone. I have social anxiety, depression , O.C.D., and I am also suicidal.